Hey there, hope things are as amazing for you as I’m sure you are for the world.
I know it’s been awhile since I’ve reached out. Well a year actually. I can’t believe a year has gone by so quickly.
Well I want you to know, I’m still here and still available. LOL. I’m sure that’s not a surprise since I haven’t been looking for a relationship.
I think I told you before, I’m convinced I will know you when the time is right. Hahaha it’s totally possible that we’ve already met but you know…. Lol I tend to miss the little ques usually.
I’m the woman who needs it spelled out for her😀. I’ll never notice on own so I hope you’ve been practicing being direct.
I was talking to one of my friends and I told her…. You will have to come for me directly. No questions, without hesitation. Your interest and intent for commitment will have to be very clear. I’m not really the type to read into hidden meanings or dig for intention. I’m sure God will have already prepared you for that.
So this past year has been one of change, even more growth and transition into full time entrepreneurship. It has been exciting and scary. I’ve learned alot about myself as it relates to prioritizing needs vs wants. Lol sacrifice and compromise have become a consistent part of the Journey. The good news is I learned that I had been living in excess in so many ways that served mainly as distractions from my business and my mission.
Ive been told that I come across as sort of unapproachable. 🤔🤔I had never really thought that. I did some soul searching and honestly I can see how my focus on self and my business could be misinterpreted. Mostly because I don’t readily make myself available to date or entertain.
So I share that to say, I hope you have a thick skin and don’t take initial reluctance as a personal offense. I just stay in my own lane and do my own thing.
I still have confidence that you’re somewhere near, close by. I almost feel as if you are watching me and learning me so that you will have all the tools you need in order.
Hopefully my willingness to be transparent is more of an asset than an obstacle. Some are intimidated by directness but something tells me though you’ll understand it and it will be a bond builder for us.
Well I should probably run along now. Still lots of work to do. Just know, like always before, I still pray for you daily, hoping God covers you and continues to provide us the opportunities we both need to learn love and grow into each other.
Promise I won’t stay away so long again.
Keep your eyes open and your heart ready. I’m the girl with the Hazel eyes and spirit only you will recognize.
Your future wife